finally I met him the one who name is friends for me

assalamualaikum..
agk lama aku x update dn psl challenge tu.aku akn stop ats sbb tertentu..
minggu lps,aku jumpa balik kwn lama,kawan baik,kawan gaduh dan kawan yg bole aku panggil kawan..
nama dia syed tunku izzudin.aku pggl dia tunku jer...
2 thn dia tgglkn BK dn akhirnyer dia dtg blk walaupown sekejap jer..
aku terasa gler bler dia pindah k kelantan.time dia ad.aku x rase ap2.bler dia xde..
br aku rase cmner hilang tempat mengadu...
dia pown x byk berubah sgt.mkn pendek lg ade ar.hahaha.dulu bangga sgt tinggi drpd aku..
ambik ko skng,br taw rase jd pendek.hahahaha.dia sampai umh aku kul 7.30...
msk jer dia umh aku.aku peluk dia bagai nk rak.I miss him so much!dia pown senyum2 jer.
hahaha.cm2 benda kitaorg bual.start dr skola,PMR,dn cm2 lg.lps tu gi umh aideed jp...
dulu,time skola rendah.kitaorg gi mane2 mesti sama2.dia,aku,aideed,wan dn rauf..
lps tu,gi umh awek dia lak.tu la part plg lama.x pnh diwat aku gi umh pompuan mlm2 cmtu.bikin malu tul,laa bapak awek dia ushar2 kt luar dn nampak aku tgh sembunyi belakang keta.kantoi!!laa aku familiar area tu...
lps jer dia jumpa awek dia,dia trus kena balik melaka.kejap gler arr dia kt sini..
fuh~ilang lg kwn aku ar.tp xpe,at least aku puas jumpa dia...

k2,rabu dpn aku gi wat peksa UKKM kt serting.mak aik jauh gler~haha
nk wat camner.terpaksa gi gk.

klah,tuje aku nk ckp.byee.be4 tu dgr lagu nie..

30 CHALLENGE : Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

maaf shaz.jawapan aku still sama cm soalan dulu.dia orangnyer...
aku btul2 x nak melepaskn dia tp aku kena jugak...
skng br aku sedar,x semu kite nak,kite akn dapat dn x semu benda yg kite x nk,kite xkan dapat..

dia akn tgglkn skola mulai thn dpn.x taw nk rase hepi or sedih.rase campur aduk..

30 CHALLENGE : Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.

kebanyakan jawapan aku mesti dia.x kire soalan ape pown sbb dia btul dah kuasai diri aku.org yg wat idup aku cm kt neraka dn layan aku like shit.dia gk...
wat aku gelak sorang2 walaupown x lawak.tersengih cm org gler tp dalm skelip mate wat aku marah x tentu psl.termenung sampai x igt dunia..

sampai skng aku x pasti samade dia berlakon atau btul2 kwn dgn aku...
susah nk ckp dia berlakon tp knp dia wat cmnie?aku x dapat jawapan yg btul..

30 CHALLENGE :Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.

mesti laa family aku!kawan2 baik aku!xde diorang idup aku x erti tuk idup lg...
dn dia skali.tp kalo dia dpt jadi hak mutlak aku.lg bes!hahaha xDD
aku harapkn benda yg mustahil akn berlaku.xde sbb tuk dia jd milik aku..

30 CHALLENGE : Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.

jumpa dia.kan baguz kalo aku x tegur kt fb dulu.benda tu btul2 wat idup aku brubah..
manis,pahit semu ad tp pahit lbih drpd manis dn skng dia nk pindah.aku x taw nk rase hepi atau sedih...

30 CHALLENGE : Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

banyak sgt dong~~~
start a new life in a place that no one knows me
be a good son to my parents...
be like person i want...
tgk malaysia masuk final world cup...
tgk arsenal lawan kt stadium emirates..

tujela :D

30 CHALLENGE : THE TRUTH Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

sapa ek?maybe dia kot.org yg menyembuhkn tp org yg lukakn aku blk...
nk anggap dia kawan aku pown susah x taw knp...

30 CHALLENGE : THE TRUTH Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

kejam sgt dgn org xDD
aku nie ad 1 penyakit.kalo aku brada dalam mood evil...
aku akn kenakn org x kesa sp dia janji aku puas.manga plg truk ialah fathini...
kekadang simpati gk tgk dia kena.tp xpela.janji aku hepi :D

30 CHALLENGE : THE TRUTH Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

apbenda ek?x taw laa aku..ha!
aku taw,ms day 1 tu aku ckp aku benci sifat setia aku kn?tp pd masa yg sama aku suke sifat setia aku.kekdang la..

kedua lak,aku nie leh simpan rahsia kalo aku janji dgn seorang tp kalo aku ad bgtaw org psl rahsia seseorang.aku ad sebab.kekadang ad situasi kite kena bocorkn dn ad situasi kite kena rahsia//
tu jela..

day 2 dah slesai!!!

30 CHALLENGE : THE TRUTH Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

THE TRUTH Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

urm..benda yg plg aku benci ialah setia....
aku x taw knp aku dilahirkn dgn sifat cmtu...
bler aku jatuh cinta kt sesapa.susah nk lupekn perasaan tu..
contohnyer cm arsenal.bler arsenal kalah,aku rase nk jer tukar club laen tp x leh doe..
susah sgt sbb sayang bangat kt arsenal..
dn 1 lg,bler aku ske kt seorang.ssh nk aku suke org laen walau aku cbe gler2 tp still x leh..

lg 1 aku benci diri aku sbb aku x leh yakinkn org supaya caye aku....
bler kwn aku x cayekn aku.aku rase cm nk koma pown ade ar.hahaha xDd
xde la.memain jer..

tujela benda yg aku plg benci dlm diri aku :D

the truth........

tawaran baik.hehehe :D
shaz ad challenge aku.kalo aku wat cabaran dia tu,dia blanja aku tgk cter harry potter.
walaupown x brapa minat cter tu.cm pnh baca novel ketiga cter tu..
tp dh ad org blanja.ap salahnyer~

cabaran dia agk sng tp kekadang rase susah gak.xpe laa janji dpt free tiket..
cabarannyer adlah nie :-

30 CHALLENGE : THE TRUTH

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

aku kena isi start sok dn hgg 30 slps nie...

TIKET FREE <3 <3 <3

kenangan dulu...........

yo dn assalamulaikum aku ucapkn kpd pembaca blog aku..

thnx sg sbb sudi baca blog aku ni walaupown update pown jarang tp lek arr..

nk dbandingkn dgn Qnisa,fathini dn atikah.lg hebat..update cm sebulan skali..

haha.biarkn diorang...

x silap aku lg dua minggu nk tamat skola.abiskn gk akhirnyer sesi sekola menengah rendah tuk aku...tggl lg 1 fasa tuk gi U iati fasa skola menengah tinggi.lg 2 thn tmt skola..

alahai~skjap beno nk abis zaman persekolahn.3 thn aku kt skola SMKS 3 byk tul kenangan.

xkesa kenangan manis or pahit yg penting rase bes..

cm org slali ckp.zaman remaja zaman plg memcbar sbb pd zaman tu akn menentukn pelbagai benda x kesa dr segi akedemik.kt zaman tu kite akn menentukn adkah kite nie manusia berguna x berguna kt masyarakat.terpulang pd kite...

zaman kanak2 ms skola rendah x bes cm zaman remaja tp msh lg menyeronokkn..

kn zaman tu kite mula kenal dunia,nk taw knp aku ckp cmtu meh aku cter...

aku igt lg time darjah 4 dn 5.time tu aku btul2 br nk knl dia.time tu la aku start isap rokok.hehe..

tu aku nk cube jer tp x berbaloi sbb rase x sedap langsung =.=

tp kalo pikirkn blk baguz gk aku isap time tu sbb time ketagihn aku kt sesuatu x kuat lg maklum la x baligh lg.jd skali jer aku try lps tu x dn x rase ketagih pown..

berbza dgn kwn aku skng.start isap rokok time darjah 6 atau form 1.

mmg sah2 ketagih dh baligh katekn....

time tu,aku slalu lepak dgn jiji,danial dn acap(cm dia jer dak form 4 yg laen sebaya dgn aku)

fuh~kitaorg time tu mmg dashyat.pelbagai benda kitaorg jumpa.lpk same2 x kesa kt ner...

gi ner mesti same2.mmg x leh lupe arr time tu.bes tp syg diorang start wat haluan masing2 dn tgglkn aku sorang tp aku ad gk bes frenz aideed dgn rauf tp diorang x lpk dgn kitaorg..

mklum la.family diorang tegas,nk kluar maen pown payah.beza dgn aku.bebas..

ms darjah 5 aku jumpa blk kwn baek aku time 6 thn iaitu syabil.sbb dia arr aku x kwn dgn dak dgn geng2 bajet gangster sbb dulu aku follow diorang tp abler syabil dtg..

aku pown lpk dgn dia.hahaha.time tu mmg x leh belah.aku jd dak2 blk bler lpk dgn syabil....

dia ajk aku tgk manga,anime dn dia arr yg wat aku slalu beli kreko.haha.

tgk skng,bertimbun komik kreko aku.nk jual x laku.haish~

aku aje2 cter semu nie sbb x nk blog aku nie kosong jer dn aku rase nk wat 1 lg blog.

blog psl bola <3>

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